Well, I'm sorry if you've posted stuff and I haven't looked at it yet, I haven't had much time on DA lately, so that's the reason for my silence. Umm.. I put two new poems on though! They're not great at all but just some thoughts.

I'd like to say this however: THE FREAKING ECONEMY (can't spell) SUCKS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!
We've reached the very lows of lower class (besides being homeless). My mom just went to sell her plasma the yesterday and my uncle has started growing MarryJane in the back yard for christ's sake. Not that he gives a shit. But whatever. My mom has put out at least 200 applications sence April. Still no real reply. Gay.

Not to mention, our unempolyment and food stamps run out in January. Ultra Gay.

My mom told me were not having Thanksgiving or Christmas this year, that I don't really care about. I just told her to take me to go get my permit and I'm good to go. Slightly less gay.

My dad may have done something really horrible to me and my sister. She brought it up and now she won't say anything about it. Thanks sis. Now I have to worry about my little sister who has heart problems and lives with him. MEGA GAY.

And just today, I found out that my gay step dad did a freaking threesome with his gay neibhors. ot that I'm against gay or bi people, but JEZZZ!!! Did they HAVE to tell my that?!!?! CAN THAT GET ANY GAYER??!??!?!

The worst of all though, I don't even get to talk to Jacob during all of this. I have to go over Tiff's house and use her cell phone, and even then we don't really get to talk. I miss him more than anything right now and I'd give anything just to get a hug from him right now. I love you sweetie, and I hope I can talk to you soon.

I hope you people wern't too bored with this, but I was just trying to think of a good excuse as to why I haven't been journaling or anything. Well that's the REALLY LONG truth.

I'll TRY to be on more.